Everything I want right now… I wish I had a rooftop again. I miss having a place to think. I can’t function right now. I have so much to think about, I wish I knew where my life was headed and I want my test results… now. How would I get help?
but wait I thought I already did.. It doesnt fix anything.. I’ve felt worse since I’ve been ‘gettin better’.
I feel like a fuck up.. If people only knew, maybe I wouldn’t have to look so porcelain. I complain when people parade around in someone elses skin. yet, I do it myself.
I have the revolving tune of rooftops jammed into my head.
I wish I had a place to scream my heart out. I’m having crazy anxitey attacks and I feel unsure about everything to the point where I dont understand my pattern of thought anymore. This is ridiculous.
love is the one of the only things keeping me together right now.
